This week...

...has kicked my behind. Honestly, I can't believe it's only Wednesday night. It would be easy for me to blame the kids for this "off" week, but really, I know it's more me than them (although stuffy noses, new teeth, and restless nights haven't helped). I literally walked in the door this evening after running errands with Sean and the kids, before even starting dinner, and ran a hot bubble bath. There was no other option; I had to selfishly take 30 minutes for myself.

My selfish bath worked wonders and the rest of the evening went well. After three rough days in a row, I'm actually feeling optimistic about tomorrow. As I settle in for bed tonight, I'm just praying for patience and perspective. I can easily get caught up on all that went wrong in one hour of a day and forget how truly beautiful the many hours before and after were... I'd rather just admit I wasn't my best, forgive myself, and move forward. Tomorrow will be better. :)

Moving on... Gracie painted a baby pumpkin this afternoon. I love that it's colorful and glittery and reveals a little of her personality! Even pumpkins deserve to sparkle. ;)

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  1. Platinum RoseOctober 16, 2012 at 12:17 PM

    I'm so sorry you had such a tough day :-( I could have stopped by with a latte to have during that bubble bath (beforehand...). I am glad you took some much needed time to yourself to regroup, and are having a lot of fun now! Miss you!

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